Always alone. And all Eddie wanted was to keep him to himself. - Murmura Eddie en su cabello para luego separarse un poco, sin romper el abrazo pero para verlo a los ojos. The past few months have been hard enough already, and.. You've been doing better. Insecure Evan "Buck" Buckley - Works | Archive of Our Own He tells no one. Hed been trying so hard to get himself ready, to prove that he can do this tonights celebration at Bobby and Athenas is supposed to be a triumphant return. Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. Buck was still trapped under ten tons of metal. Begin to live again. And today is one of those rare occasions. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents. Badly injured, he waits for his team. 'YouI can't believe you kept all these,' he breathed when he could speak, staring at picture upon picture that Chris had drawn over the years, showing a steady progression from when he was seven until now.". Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. Buck spares a brief gaze to Eddie, and Eddie takes his moment, leaning forward to plant quick kiss to Buck's lips, their helmets knocking together. - No estabas roncando. And you're holding me really tight, like you don't want me to leave. Buck relaxes his body a little, damn, maybe he's anxious without realizing it. It's a tsunami fic guys - you know the drill. Especially when it's Eddies.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 17: Hemorrhage/Dread. Please give me another chance? aka Buck and Eddie handle working a shift after their first scene. Buck listen to me! He takes Bucks other hand in his and interlocks their fingers. "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. ), Buck hates this, he doesn't know how to help Chris or Eddie and he's pretty sure that he's spiraling so far out of control that he is never going to get it back. By chance they find out about his problems and want to help. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. 911 fanfiction buck ignored - cartershomecare.com "Uh can I ask you something?" Buck's quiet voice cracks as he speaks. It's not about apologize and everything is good again. "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. All of that means nothing to him, really. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. Its been two hours since his last drink. Buck is struggling, Maddie and Eddie help. She didnt know hed been watching her every day. He is stupid with exhaustion. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. When Buck is hurt on the job in 2022, he gets temporary amnesia, believing himself to be back in 2018 shortly after the earthquake call. But what was he supposed to say? Uh, one year since. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. (Or, Buck self-harms. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. New reworked version hopefully with less mistakes. Sad Evan "Buck" Buckley - Works | Archive of Our Own Hes always up for a good joke, even at his own expense, if its not mean or hurtful. Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit.Over a year later, the 118 meets him on a call. Well, three times really. There was something holy about it, as though he were a fallen angel, a sacrifice to the gods and his only saving grace, his only hope at survival being Eddie.He began to run, regardless of the danger that he was putting himself in because his mind only had one thought and one thought only.Buck. Buck's focused on the hose, on the strategic aim of the water, when Eddie comes up to him, shouting over the wall of rain. Since your leg got crushed, Eddie supplied, finally filling in the dots. He loved this place, loved this job, but he often felt unwanted. Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. You weren't snoring. Eddie has an even more mischievous grin on his face. and explores the budding relationship between Josh and Buck. And that he has no contact with his eldest son, after he left him with his biological mother and her husband. Or, Buck wakes up at 4 am for two weeks and feels like he's losing his mind. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. the person you'd take a bullet for (is the one behind - FanFiction.Net He is introverted and afraid. About the fact that he needs to take better care of himself or the fact, youre in love with him. English is not my first language, I apologize for any mistake. Youre the youngest firefighter to ever make Captain within the LAFD! He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. They don't mob him. Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again. A follow-up to Chris being found after the tsunami; Eddie takes Buck home with him. 5 times Eddie gifts candles to Buck and 1 time Buck does. Ritter Gallo and Buck friendship-- Casey is going to need something strong. So Buck takes pity on him and asks, Eddie? I would have understood.__________________________Buck and Eddie help Maddie move into her new apartment, Eddie gets petty with Taylor Kelly after she flirts with Buck and Eddie tries to cook for Buck. In the grand scheme of things, there are worse things someone could do to cope. A Tortured Musician Buck story. (Or, post s05e06, Buck needs to see Eddie and Chris. Bobby may have given you a great recommendation but you earned this promotion because you did the work.. That time Buck was a liar who lied about a cold hours before he was about to perform. buck is tired and it's eddie's first day back. Theyve been through a few before. At the time . When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. Until Jason Baker, the leader of the illegal fighting, kidnaps the members of 118 and Athena, to force Eddie to fight for him again. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. He turned around, making his way back to the truck when he saw Buck falter in step. Suicidal Thoughts. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. "Come on, man. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. He never wanted it to happen to him, and then he met Eddie Diaz. He wasnt ready to dive into that third time yet. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Buck trailed off, Eddie waiting for him to go on, not wanting to stall his progress. Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. You will not regret it. 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Buck has problems with his team after the lawsuit. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). So Eddie is fucked, pun absolutely intended in the worst way. Thats not particularly odd or even a particularly new experience recently. And he needs Eddie to understand that. He still played for Maddie though, enjoying the smile on her face as his fingers plucked the strings. Why didnt you just tell me that uhyou dont know how to cook? Surprisingly, it is the most talkative among them that holds the most secrets. Maddie places her hand on his cold ones and tilts her head so she can see Buck's face clearly, but something twists her heart when she notices the tears glistening his brother's blues. But he couldnt help but feel like something was missing. The darkness of the city, even with lights and people and voices all around him, feels oppressive in a way he cannot put a name to. Buck and Eddie have reached a tipping point, and realize they need each other more than they thought. Yea, that would be stupid. Hey, umyou asked us back there if we were hungry and I could uhI could eat. Buck had been hopeful that Eddie inviting him to his bosss house to meet his friends and co-workers meant that they were taking a step in the right direction. Or: a self-indulgent Buck and Chris napping together fic. Buck, you did something no other Captain has ever done and thats extraordinary., Buck lowers his head and whispers, I just IId feel a lot better if you were going to be there with me.__________. Buck. Bobby supplied. After the lawsuit, the team doesn't realize how badly Buck is doing. Buck smiles at Eddie and then continues. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. It's a more emotional process than Eddie had expected. And then I saw you. Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. Only that the captain lost 2 of his 3 children. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? Truth Bomb Chapter 1, a 9-1-1 fanfic - FanFiction.Net Eddie is too far gone in the wrong way for anything good to come out of this, but Eddie knows hes not going anywhere. Buck ends up in the hospital again and while still under the influence of the pain medication he asks to go home with Eddie. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. or, buck worries about his family after everything that's happened and can't escape the feeling that something bad will happen. I'm yours, you know I'm yours, and fuckthat sounded so good to finally let out, I love you, not anyone else. While Josie is sleeping, a week after they had been at camp, a young man, supposedly a camp counselor, came into Josies room while she was sleeping, unknown to anyone else. A heavy sigh fell from those pretty lips of his, the ones Eddie had all but memorized at this point. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Buck pushed into his touch and opened a blurry eye to stare up at Eddie. Sometimes, when the anxiety is trying to claim you and never let you go, you have to take the offered hand of help. Just a cold.. OR: Buck's line snaps during the lightning storm. It was the only explanation for his current string of devastatingly terrible luck. Why is he on edge all the time? Bucks eyes go wide and then he starts laughing. O, Buck tiene problemas para dormir por dos semanas, afortunadamente Eddie est con l para ayudarlo. "After lunch, he and Buck went up to the loft to pack up the bedroom while Chriswho was worn out from the morningsat and played something on his Switch. 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Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. Didnt want to. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? Eddie his fingers were making soothing movements on Buck his cheeks, after a while, he cleared his throat. When they forget his birthday, he decides it's better to leave LA. Buck is trying to move on after been abandoned by his ex, Eddie is learning to deal with his disability, until a fire throws them both together and Bucks need to help people pushes him close to crossing the line with work but is he willing to give his job up for something meaningful. Set in New York City, Detective Olivia Benson and her husband Elliot Stabler have a 6 year old daughter named Josephine. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). He took her from camp that night. Everything that leads up to the terrifying day and what happens all the while Olivia and Elliot try to find their daughter. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. Eddie doesnt need help, despite everything thats happened. At least if that were true, it would make it a little easier to accept. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? Buck wasnt the mother of his kid, or his army buddies that hed fought in battle with. His team finally realizes how much Buck has changed. And that gorgeous purple curled hair.he's never seen hair so thick.not since. Buckley-Diaz Family (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure POV Alternating Fluff and Smut Bottom Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Angst with a Happy Ending In which Buck and Eddie are trying out a friends-with-benefits thing (that's rapidly turning into more) when the world comes crashing down on them. Feeling like he had no other choice, Buck took the money and decided to start over. 911 fanfiction buck ignored My dom partner ended up showing up at the one good thing I had going for me and Im just waiting for my friends to realize I cant compete with Mr. Eddie could recite it from memory because Buck had been gullibly worried about it for days. Sometimes an apology is not enough. Work Search: Buck tries to ignore the pang in his heart. You answered every question correctly and in the history of the LAFD no one has ever scored 100% on that exam but you did., Eddie moves his right hand from Bucks shoulder and gently cups his cheek. Eddie why Bucks still laughing and trying to catch his breath but he continues. Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV) A year after what seemed like a fever dream, Buck is actually thinking his life has turned around. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. Look at those arms. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Please consider turning it on! Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. It is only by chance that they see him again after a long time. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. He no longer feels like he belongs. He almost lost Bucktwice. I don't know what am I supposed to do? Buck, you took the Captain's exam and passed it on the first try. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. 2022 Beckoning-cat.com. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. Please give me another chance? Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. After the tsunami, they bond and become mates. And the grin Chris gave him when he did thatjust, wow. The Darkness Won't Have You Chapter 1, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction He could have saved her, if he had just been faster or smarter or braver, she would still be alive right now. Legend had it that the Santa Anas had the ability to stir up sinister natures in the human soul and caused strange happenings wherever they blew. A small thing happened, and he snapped. It makes Bucks fingers itch with the urge to reach out and touch him. Buck is about to reach his. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. "She wants me to ride with them to the hospital!". He remembered the bruises Eddie would subtly try to hide and how he couldn't even get his friend an ice pack out of fear of Eddie's temper. He shook his head, letting out another weighted breath. Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? Its cold outside., Buck scowled, eyeing Eddie upside down. Eddie really did think it was pretty.And what an odd thought that was. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. If Buck weren't so tired, he might have teared up a little when he imagined the worried look in his big sister's eyes. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? A step that now Buck was going to be late for. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Maybe the umpteenth time's the charm. He finally starts to think back on Maddie's worried face when she told him about it, and he thinks that maybe Maddie knew before he did that he was sick. So, the night after his first shift back, he went out and bought a new guitar.For months he played in the comfort of his own home, not yet confident enough to share with the 118. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. What will their lives be like? after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. After the wave hits, Buck manages to get Christopher atop the fire engine, but his injuries leave them stranded. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. Eddie joins the 118. 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He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? They could hear the rain plumping against the window, the soft sounds decreasing Buck his anxiety. 911buck Stories - Wattpad He is introverted and afraid. Eddie knew he was pushing, but only a tinge; he wanted Buck to know he was there for him, always. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. They are surprised to find out that Buck has moved on and no one knows where he is. Panic shot through Eddie as saw this. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. 911 fanfiction buck stabbed - egfqtr.levante-online.de Okay, I know, I know. He gets that shes not going to be running into danger, its less about her being in dangerous situations and more the risk she might be in. Chim can't get a song out of his head, blames Buck and realizes Eddie's further down the road to happiness than he thought. Fifteen years later, hes contacted by a teenage girl who believes shes his daughter. (By special request. When everything is settled and he is about to start a new job outside of LA, he meets the cute teacher Eddie and his son Chris. Buck finds out about Daniel. 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He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. I know it took a long time but here is your fic ;)). Buck and Eddie have a moment in the moonlight. Eddie is cuddling a very sleepy Buck, who just so happens to be wearing Eddie's work coat. He wanted to name her after some one strong and graceful so he chose Elsa and Sapphire was chosen due to it representing Nobility. In turn that causes worry for Olivia and Elliot. He couldnt do life without Buck. He laughs so hard and so loud that his stomach starts hurting. Protective Athena Grant. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! Or, Oliver Stark posted a picture this morning and Ferno lost their marbles. Buck is moving in with Eddie and Chris. 911: Buck & Eddie's Relationship Oliver Stark Talks Buddie - TVLine Buck and Eddie have heart-to-heart about Buck's sperm donation choice. They'd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each other's clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. Maybe she knew that he wouldn't know how to stop.

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